Happywalk

Happiness is a word created by man. We can never reach true happiness no matter how much we try. It's a state we attempt to reach every single day of our lives. Buying new things, going new places around and around we go. We become content yes. But never happy. Excitement yes, short-lived, and sometimes can mistaken for happiness. Billboards display people in that longed for state, films, songs, magazines. But it's a carrot on a stick. Placed strategically by NWO to ensure we always remain malleable in their hands. For if we keep our eyes on the carrot we will stay pre-occupied. And not see what else is out there. So I say fk to happiness and lets get ourselves a life!

But my theory is that if you have heard of "happy" you can never be it.

Ok, Ive spent some time messing about with the html on this blog and you can see the result. Not too bad for a first-timer.

I went to play football on Thursday night. I'm delighted I went. It was fun and I did score so that made it more enjoyable. My leg muscles have been aching ever since. Not suprising seeing as I hadnt played in about 6 years. Must keep it up!

Also went out on Friday. The least said about that the better. Not only did I get wired on 4 red lemonades but I also had a small detour on the way home. Anyway, lots of the football girls were there and some spuds too. The music was bad and nothing I could dance to.

My parents went out for a meal today. It was very amiable Ive been told so that's positive. It's still strange not having my mam or sister here when I wake up. Today was the first Sunday Ive had alone with my dad. The house felt so empty and cold. No trip to the corner shop to get the Sunday papers and no Sunday roast for dinner. I ate two bowls of malted wheat with far too much sugar. And a few cups of herbal tea. It' s going to take some getting used to this seperation business.

It's late. I'll post tomorrow. Hope you like the blog and post more comments.

Today....

My mam is moving out today!